Thursday, July 29, 2010

Summer Happenings


Holy Cross Wilderness in Colorado 
My dear friend Meagan 
 Austin & Michael 

Pecos Wilderness in Santa Fe, New Mexico with the Lotzgesells 
Aspen


New Mexico 
Lathan, 3 years old

The Farm 



Michael and I just spent the last two weeks in Colorado and New Mexico experiencing sheer beauty in Gods Country & awesome fellowship with our dear friends the Kruggels in Colorado and the Lotzgesells in New Mexico.  As you can tell from the photographs we did a lot of exploring in nature; from backpacking, to hikes, to inner tubing, to fishing.  Our souls were refreshed by our dear friends who we could pray, encourage, and praise the Lord with!  Our last day in New Mexico we spent on this magical farm worn with decades of sweat, heat, and heart!   Our palates were satiated with Australian potatoes and rosemary(above), black eyed peas, garlic, leeks, asparagus, basil, corn and much more.  Not only were our bellies full as we boarded the plane but our hearts were singing...

Psalm 103:1

Praise the Lord, oh my soul, all my inmost being, praise his holy name  

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Just Be Busy

"Just be busy!" Is this saying not the beat of almost every American drum?  When is there time to just "not be busy?"  Then as I began thinking more I don't think this is only an American problem it is a universal problem.  People of all nations and cultures are always tending to something whether it is a need or a want, we are busy.  So then I ask myself do I really know God?

Psalm 46:19 Be Still And Know That I Am God. 

 Or do I think that I am my own God, creating my own plans and schedule for the day even weeks and months ahead.  If I must be still to know that He is I Am, what experience am I having while I am "just being busy?"  I think the most poisonous tool the enemy uses is busyness and we have no problem using it because we feel productive, effective, important, and temporarily satisfied.  I hate this about myself "Martha" yet it seems almost impossible to escape this role & I don't even have kids.  To be honest I don't even have a job right now.  I am good at being a wife, a friend, a sister in Christ, but I really suck at being a daughter most of the time.  

Psalm 46:19 Be Still And Know That I Am God.  

Two things I heard while I was getting to know my Father today were, "I am inviting you to the banqueting table but you have declined the invitation to "just be busy" (Luke 14: 12-24 The Parable of the Great Banquet).  "Yet I have compassion on you and you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours" (Luke 15:11-32 The Parable of the Prodigal Son).  What great news, right? Yes, we are forgiven and accepted.  But to be honest I do not want to be okay with only his gracious response after I decline the offer to the party, I don't want to keep missing out on the party.  And I don't want to stand before my maker one day and hear him say, 

" I am glad you made it are you ready to be with me now my beautiful daughter?"   
 

Hands Wide Open

Hands Wide Open
Learning to give, love, risk, and trust with hands wide open.